I was caught by a bad man. To put it bluntly, that's what happened, but at this age, having a terrible breakup with a man I've been with for three years takes a toll on my mind. I miss someone and want to forget him, and I want to be hugged by someone, but I don't want to experience unpleasant feelings from casual relationships again. Thinking like that, I was in a sullen mood for a while, but I decided to have lots of sex to reset myself and move forward. I decided to enjoy it thoroughly, so I'll honestly answer embarrassing questions too. Things I couldn't tell my boyfriend, like liking toys and using them during solo sex, or what fantasies I have during solo sex. The shameful requests I usually make in my fantasies are even more shameful when said out loud. It's shameful but feels good, and since I was given a toy, I got completely absorbed in solo sex. It was the first time I licked a vibrator, but it felt great to be in a serving mood. But fingers still feel better than toys. Maybe because it had been a while, once fingers were inserted, I couldn't hold back anymore. Blowjobs were even longer overdue, and since my partner was a pro, I got really nervous. I like licking, but I hope I did it well. Just licking the thick cock made me wet, and I thought I wanted it to thrust deep inside soon. The feeling of being teased with a vibrator was unbearable, but once the cock actually entered, I was completely lost in it. It felt so good that I climaxed multiple times inside. Both the cock and the kissing felt great, and I think this will help me move forward starting tomorrow.
