Before marriage, we craved each other like we were feverish, but now our relationship has completely settled down. Every time I feel my husband's passion waning in our married life, my sense of loneliness grows. Drooling, whispering obscenities, grinding my hips. I can no longer express this lewd side of myself in front of my husband and somewhere inside, I want to release it. If I don't, I'll end up as a mere woman. Driven by anxiety, I turned to a matchmaking app. Now, the only time I feel like I'm truly myself is when I'm being embraced by a stranger.
