There is someone I don't want to see, my heart feels like it's tearing apart. Although it was for my husband, when I visited his house, I couldn't calm my pounding heart. We used to have a physical relationship. Just being looked at by him after so long made me feel my whole body heat up. I had decided never to set foot in there again because I knew that once he touched me, I wouldn't be able to go back. However, I chose to accept all of his desires. Is this for my husband's sake or for my own…
