Lately, things haven't been going well with my husband at night. Even when I initiate it, he clearly does it reluctantly. No matter how much I try to give him a blowjob, he never gets hard, and we always end up stopping halfway through, so I just have to finish him off with a handjob. My relationship with my husband isn't bad, and I don't have any complaints about our daily life, but thinking about the future, whether I'll have to endure a sexless life forever, makes me feel like I'm already finished as a woman. In the end, I decided to have all the sex of my life in one day, so I posted on some bulletin board…
