The last shoot was so intense that it surprised me. It was the most pleasurable experience of my life, and I realized just how good sex can feel. But now that I know how good it is…I find myself wanting to do it more often. Nights spent alone doing it have increased, and without any opportunities with someone else, I ended up coming back here. When the staff member told me 'This time, try taking charge yourself,' I was half confused and half happy. Thinking that my partner would be a professional male actor made me nervous, but since it was such a rare opportunity, I thought we'd both enjoy it more if we took turns being in control. I tried my best, but the actor's technique was amazing…I was overwhelmed in an instant. But I did try to take charge by squeezing and licking his thing with my chest. When he thrust into me from behind while standing, my breasts shook so much, and I thought, 'How filthy.' There were lots of other lewd sounds, and I couldn't hold back my own voice. I was so overwhelmed that I could barely breathe, and in the end, my mind went completely blank. …It felt incredibly good. I think I'm becoming even more into sex.
