When I watch my own performances again, it makes me feel excited and thrilled. Being filmed and having that footage sold as a work means there's a chance many people will see it… But even so, the reason I wanted to perform is probably because of this feeling. Although I said it was to save money or out of embarrassment, curiosity is just something you can't suppress. Someone like me actually gets quite a bit of attention at school. It's embarrassing to say myself, but when people comment on my fair and beautiful skin, or my good figure, it makes me more conscious of my colleagues and students too. I might have also wanted to get rid of that usual vague feeling. At first in the scene, I was a bit shy, but once sex started, any feelings of rejection or embarrassment vanished instantly, and I could have the kind of sex I wanted. Looking at it this way, the sight of me being penetrated with a vibrator is really lewd… Shaking my hips boldly from behind, or riding on top facing the camera, I experienced pleasures different from usual. The professional man's hip movements were also very skilled, which made a big difference. I was able to experience the sensation of climaxing after a long time. I'm quite satisfied that I could be so bold with just one appearance. Thank you.
