Childhood. The sense of alienation from having many siblings. The emerging desire for approval. An abnormal fixation on beauty inherited from my mother. I want to be seen more! I want attention! I want to be beautiful! Days possessed by sex. The more I adorn myself, the more self-loathing and humiliation I feel. This isn't the real me… I want to be fucked more! More thoroughly ruined, covered in cum, and defiled! Although I am a hopeless female pig, please jerk off for me.
